One new semester. fresh new faces.
Welcome to W46C.
As i stepped into my new class w46c, i was highly anticipated to know my new classmates and facilitator. the moment that i opened the door, my class was half-filled. fresh faces in the class, some familiar faces that i had seen in my previous block in w4. A fresh new start but everyone of us here are definitely more bonded to our previous close classmates. I started to take a notice of everyone in the class and settle down at one of the tables. i put on a smiley and friendly face to greet my new classmates with a handshake. starting afresh!
I met my new team mates for enterprise. i was filled with enthusiasm in this module. i always love enterprise, the strong desire that motivates me and keep me going is the interest that i had felt, relates to business and workplace. imma loving it. i got it all from Jacob. it was saddening by looking at the facilitator who is going to conduct all my enterprise lessons from now on. He looks boring just like a computer geek, yes! to assure you he was in SIT. With his cypher t-shirt and pants that he wore makes his totally a geek, he was a typical uncle that i saw in the city of spore. the kind who is able to speak his english language eloquently and proud of who they are and how they make it here. and yes! i felt he is absolutely a square boring man, he tried to crack witty jokes while facilitating but it was absolutely not funny. if i will to rate him, i will gave him 3 out of 10. i named him MR BOX! oh please people, i am not being critical but well, let me elaborate more on how he facilitate AND you will FEEL ME ABSOLUTELY!
firstly he started with his boring ppt slides on the introduction of why do we study enterprise? hellO!!! none of my facilitators in w35f actually did this, even lynn or koOng! he was plainly a boring chap who goes by the book. next, he went on to facilitate and i was about to fall asleep as he will tend to harp on one issue over and over again. we are young and intellectual orites? if not we will not be sitting here in class instead in some private school. my stomach was groaning real loud, oh man. is he singaporean? sometimes he cannot get what my classmates are talking about? and he say: sorry, i dont get you or this is the topic we are talking about? yeah, perhaps you should be the one trying to bring them to the point, that is your job dude! you are supposed to engage us in brainstorming and gave us a closer idea on today problem statement. you are so different from jacob. sigh! your sincerity and passion in teaching in comparison to him was zero. later on, when it comes to end, he said. class you gotta finish ur quiz fast. the deadline of the quiz will end at 5 and the worst is, i will penalized your daily grades if you finish your quiz within a few minutes as this shows that you complete the quiz hastily and not probing deeply into getting the right answer. imma not gg to listen to his f* sh!t! totally an arsehole. cant be blame he is MR BOX. you are to evaluate through the performance and competencies in a student in class not being critical and penalize the student grade the more the merrier. MR BOX WHO DO NOT THINK OUT OF THE BOX AND WANTS HIS STUDENTSTO THINK OUT OF THE BOX!
Next, i started to know my team mates, they are janice, the hippy malay girl which i forgot her name, eng sin and the one Indian classmates, hozzee.. orites! they are cool able to chat and bitch about mr box to them 2.
about dar:
i am unable to feel his security.
it comes and goes.
just like him.
we are drifting apart perhaps.
truth is: i love him
he claim he do
but is it the truth
let me tell you
loving you is never easy.
imma still clinging onto it,
will i let go?
thanks jasmine for being there for me that night. i am stressed out recently. Well, looking 4ward to walk towards the light and get out of the pitch dark path right now. you too, jas! we will get there, lets walk the trail together.
i was forced unlock my blog cuz jasmine is unable to read.. arhh!
i need a new life..